I worry about everything too. All the negative things and it doesn't help that I have a relative who always sends warnings of what's to come. It's hard especially when you're thinking about not only yourself anymore, but your little ones too.

You ought to check out MOPs. I did it a few years ago and am planning on joining again next fall when my daughter's in kinder. I met some really nice ladies. Also look on meetup if you're wanting a playgroup. I found my current one there and they were the first friendships I made in this town.

*hugs*